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#nowPlaying - Amy Winehouse
We all have 24 hours in a day but we’re promised none.
"you go back to her and I go back to, I go back to black"
".. and though I'm not ashamed but the guilt will kill you if she don't first"
In My Bed.
Stronger than Me.
Tears dry on their own.
"you go back to her and I go back to, I go back to black"
".. and though I'm not ashamed but the guilt will kill you if she don't first"
In My Bed.
Stronger than Me.
Tears dry on their own.
its not going to happen.
he's not going to come over today and pull out the toys to play, or ask for something to drink, he won't help me pick up the toys or wipe up the drink he spilled. he's not going to ask me with his curious self "what are you doing"
I keep remembering that it's not going to happen. and every single time, the remembering makes me sad.
R.I.P. Aiden Cupid
I keep remembering that it's not going to happen. and every single time, the remembering makes me sad.
R.I.P. Aiden Cupid
#nowplaying: Whitney Houston
"learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all"
"....and the Lord ask me what I did with my life, I will say I spent it with you"
"see I'm mooooving on, and I refuse to turn back"
"....and the Lord ask me what I did with my life, I will say I spent it with you"
"see I'm mooooving on, and I refuse to turn back"
he's out there somewhere
Only pure unadulterated anticipation can make a woman swoon over a stranger like that. Why wouldn’t she? She’s known him more than anyone can ever know him, this man she’s never met. He’s been existing in her head for years now, he appears more clearly in the nooks and corners of every part of her wandering heart.
She walks to her bedside table, switches on the small lamp, and confidently pulls out “The List” from the top drawer. Scrolling down the page with her eyes, she throws her head back, bursting into laughter. She’s in love with him, she cannot lie. Neither can she wait to meet this warrior of a man.
he puts family first
he is polite to his mother and respectful to his father
he has eyes for me only
he works hard
he is humble
he wants the best for me and our children
he does not swear in front of our children
his love for me and our children is unconditional
he is a human jungle gym for our children
he will find the time for our children
he helps with our children at bedtime
he is passionate about our family
he is a good leader
he is disciplined
he is not one to complain
I can trust his judgement
he does the right thing even when he does not want to
he tries to please me
he is organized
I can tell him my deepest secret
he does not judge me
he respects my past and knows I don't live there anymore
he heals me
he knows the real me
he accepts me
he shares his deepest secrets, dreams and hopes with me alone
he loves to get his hands dirty
he is adventurous
he is dependable
he takes command
he can sweet talk me
he is a saver
he is a spender
he encourages me
he can fix anything
he knows when to call a repairman
he is a cutie
he is a snuggler
he asks my opinion
he is in awe at our children
he is committed to our marriage
he is realistic
he surprises me with flowers and gifts
he compliments me
he is a good guy
even when I am wrong he is still kind
he chooses his words gently when I am upset
he is consistent
he cooks
he can clean
he is my all around "Handy Man"
he has simple tastes
he is attracted to me and only me
he has a sweet smile
he is passionate
he does not makes excuses
he knows me
he is a great bug killer
he will help with the laundry
he touches me in all the right ways, and in all the right places
he loves me as we get older
he is a good man but he strives to be better
he values my job as a wife and mother
he is encouraging to our children
he does not belittle me or our children
his eyes does not stray
he does not cheat on me
he does not drink (too much)
he never does drugs (only the OTC ones)
he gets whats important in life
he would do anything to keep me smiling
he would lay down his life for me and our children
his arms are protective
he is strong
he is a beautiful man
he is a phenomenal lover
he would rather be with me and our children than any where else
he pursues a relationship with God
he rolls with the punches
he is a trusted friend
he would give a stranger the shirt off of his back
he is honest
he is not a showoff
he has "it" together
he is always prepared
he is a great provider
he sees thing to be done and does it
he is creative
he calls if he is running late
he is a great hugger
he gives good back rubs
he is happy to work behind the scenes
he makes me laugh
he has a good heart
his kisses leave me breathless
his love leave me weak for more
he is honorable
he takes out the garbage
when he makes decisions he considers the needs of our family first
he is irresistible
he is kind
he has my heart and knows how to handle it with care
he is respected at work
he is a great boss
he is a good employee
he is a man of his word
he desires to be the best husband and father he can be
he is a good companion
he chose me
One day … and hopefully soon … this man she already loves will be hers to keep ….
She hasn’t met him yet, but someday she will.
She walks to her bedside table, switches on the small lamp, and confidently pulls out “The List” from the top drawer. Scrolling down the page with her eyes, she throws her head back, bursting into laughter. She’s in love with him, she cannot lie. Neither can she wait to meet this warrior of a man.
he puts family first
he is polite to his mother and respectful to his father
he has eyes for me only
he works hard
he is humble
he wants the best for me and our children
he does not swear in front of our children
his love for me and our children is unconditional
he is a human jungle gym for our children
he will find the time for our children
he helps with our children at bedtime
he is passionate about our family
he is a good leader
he is disciplined
he is not one to complain
I can trust his judgement
he does the right thing even when he does not want to
he tries to please me
he is organized
I can tell him my deepest secret
he does not judge me
he respects my past and knows I don't live there anymore
he heals me
he knows the real me
he accepts me
he shares his deepest secrets, dreams and hopes with me alone
he loves to get his hands dirty
he is adventurous
he is dependable
he takes command
he can sweet talk me
he is a saver
he is a spender
he encourages me
he can fix anything
he knows when to call a repairman
he is a cutie
he is a snuggler
he asks my opinion
he is in awe at our children
he is committed to our marriage
he is realistic
he surprises me with flowers and gifts
he compliments me
he is a good guy
even when I am wrong he is still kind
he chooses his words gently when I am upset
he is consistent
he cooks
he can clean
he is my all around "Handy Man"
he has simple tastes
he is attracted to me and only me
he has a sweet smile
he is passionate
he does not makes excuses
he knows me
he is a great bug killer
he will help with the laundry
he touches me in all the right ways, and in all the right places
he loves me as we get older
he is a good man but he strives to be better
he values my job as a wife and mother
he is encouraging to our children
he does not belittle me or our children
his eyes does not stray
he does not cheat on me
he does not drink (too much)
he never does drugs (only the OTC ones)
he gets whats important in life
he would do anything to keep me smiling
he would lay down his life for me and our children
his arms are protective
he is strong
he is a beautiful man
he is a phenomenal lover
he would rather be with me and our children than any where else
he pursues a relationship with God
he rolls with the punches
he is a trusted friend
he would give a stranger the shirt off of his back
he is honest
he is not a showoff
he has "it" together
he is always prepared
he is a great provider
he sees thing to be done and does it
he is creative
he calls if he is running late
he is a great hugger
he gives good back rubs
he is happy to work behind the scenes
he makes me laugh
he has a good heart
his kisses leave me breathless
his love leave me weak for more
he is honorable
he takes out the garbage
when he makes decisions he considers the needs of our family first
he is irresistible
he is kind
he has my heart and knows how to handle it with care
he is respected at work
he is a great boss
he is a good employee
he is a man of his word
he desires to be the best husband and father he can be
he is a good companion
he chose me
One day … and hopefully soon … this man she already loves will be hers to keep ….
She hasn’t met him yet, but someday she will.
#nowPlaying: Jessica Simpson, I want to love you forever
"Helen, if I'm away from you for more than an hour, I can't stop thinking about you. I carry you in my spirit. I pray for you more than I pray for myself. I've got it so bad for you I'd... I'd go to the grocery store and buy your feminine products, I swear I would." - Orlando
*Diary of a Mad Black Woman
#nowPlaying: Monica ft. Rick Ross and Lil Kim, Anything to find you
"Gotta know, Is he out there some where, is he out there waiting for me, for me
Is he out there some where, is he out there waiting for me ....."
Is he out there some where, is he out there waiting for me ....."
#nowPlaying: Etta James
Sunday Kind of Love
Misty Blue
All I could do was cry - Beyonce (Cadillac Records)
I'd Rather go blind - Beyonce (Cadillac Records)
At Last - Beyonce (Cadillac Records)
Misty Blue
All I could do was cry - Beyonce (Cadillac Records)
I'd Rather go blind - Beyonce (Cadillac Records)
At Last - Beyonce (Cadillac Records)
In no particular order ... *note to self*
1) Preserve your sexy
All women need to preserve their sexy. Not for men, but for themselves. The more you preserve your sexy and embrace yourself ... the more attractive you become. It's a virtuous cycle.
2) If "he's not that into you" ... find someone else or remain content with yourself
3) Raise your standards.
Apparently women are too picky. Myth! We're not picky enough. I personally think all women should raise the bar. Expect more! Expect more respect, more kindness, more love, more cake, more *insert virtue*
4) Become More
If we expect more, we’ve got to become more. Want more respect? Be more respectful. Expect more love? Be more loving.
5) Don't tell ALL your friends
Everyone doesn't need to know what's going in your love life. Know what to keep to yourself.
6) Own Your Power
You can not pretend to be anything less than you are. You are so huge. You can’t go around dimming your light just to be walking with someone else. What you really want is to be completely full of yourself so that your cup runneth over so you give it to other people. Not in an arrogant way but so that you absolutely own your own power. OWN YOUR OWN POWER! ~Oprah Winfrey
7) Take each day as it comes and enjoy the moment
1) Preserve your sexy
All women need to preserve their sexy. Not for men, but for themselves. The more you preserve your sexy and embrace yourself ... the more attractive you become. It's a virtuous cycle.
2) If "he's not that into you" ... find someone else or remain content with yourself
3) Raise your standards.
Apparently women are too picky. Myth! We're not picky enough. I personally think all women should raise the bar. Expect more! Expect more respect, more kindness, more love, more cake, more *insert virtue*
4) Become More
If we expect more, we’ve got to become more. Want more respect? Be more respectful. Expect more love? Be more loving.
5) Don't tell ALL your friends
Everyone doesn't need to know what's going in your love life. Know what to keep to yourself.
6) Own Your Power
You can not pretend to be anything less than you are. You are so huge. You can’t go around dimming your light just to be walking with someone else. What you really want is to be completely full of yourself so that your cup runneth over so you give it to other people. Not in an arrogant way but so that you absolutely own your own power. OWN YOUR OWN POWER! ~Oprah Winfrey
7) Take each day as it comes and enjoy the moment
there are so many people that don't appreciate the ones that truly love them . .. . this song is so honest, open, vulnerable, and so sad ....
~You Don't know me, Ray Charles and Diana Krall
You give your hand to me and then you say "hello", and I can hardly speak, my heart is beating so. And anyone can tell, you think you know me well ... but you don't know me.
No, you don't know the one who dreams of you each night, and longs to kiss your lips, and longs to hold you tight. To you I'm just a friend, that's all i've ever been. No, you don't know me.
I never knew the art of making love, though my heart aches with love for you. Afraid and shy, I let my chance go by ... the chance that you migh love me too.
You give your hand to me and then you say "goodbye", and then I watched you walk away beside the lucky guy. I know you'll never know the one who loves you so... no, you don't know me.
But I never knew the art of making love, though my heart aches with love for you. Afraid and shy, I let your chance go by ... the chance that you migh love me too.
You give your hand to me and then you say "goodbye", and then I watched you walk away beside the lucky guy.
You'll never ever know the one who loves you so ... no, you don't know me. I said: YOU'LL NEVER EVER KNOW THE ONE WHO LOVES YOU SO ... no, you don't know me.
*My Best Friends Wedding
~You Don't know me, Ray Charles and Diana Krall
You give your hand to me and then you say "hello", and I can hardly speak, my heart is beating so. And anyone can tell, you think you know me well ... but you don't know me.
No, you don't know the one who dreams of you each night, and longs to kiss your lips, and longs to hold you tight. To you I'm just a friend, that's all i've ever been. No, you don't know me.
I never knew the art of making love, though my heart aches with love for you. Afraid and shy, I let my chance go by ... the chance that you migh love me too.
You give your hand to me and then you say "goodbye", and then I watched you walk away beside the lucky guy. I know you'll never know the one who loves you so... no, you don't know me.
But I never knew the art of making love, though my heart aches with love for you. Afraid and shy, I let your chance go by ... the chance that you migh love me too.
You give your hand to me and then you say "goodbye", and then I watched you walk away beside the lucky guy.
You'll never ever know the one who loves you so ... no, you don't know me. I said: YOU'LL NEVER EVER KNOW THE ONE WHO LOVES YOU SO ... no, you don't know me.
*My Best Friends Wedding
1. I am still trying to figure out my purpose in life, or what it is I want to be when I grow up.
2. Being a Mother is one of the hardest jobs I have ever had to do.
3. I'm constantly terrified of "screwing" my kids up.
4. I have to remind myself that every one has their demons to battle, my battles are so tiny to what some people go through.
5. I am addicted to Twitter; you can say so much in 140 characters.
6. You know how every Woman has that one deep dark secret; I have two.
7. I suck at giving advise - seriously, seriously slit your wrists suck at giving advise.
8. I wish I was confident enough to speak what's on my mind.
9. I am severely self conscious and I am my biggest critic.
10. Its the little things that makes living worthwhile.
11. I loved him then, I love him still, Always have always will.
12. A lot of people think I'm "stuck up", which is quite the opposite.
13. I'm not as strong as I used to be; I'm not sure where that person went, but I'm on a constant journey to find She.
14. I'm ridiculously shy.
15. I love being alone, but hate to be lonely.
16. I have so many regrets and what ifs about that one relationship that slipped away.
17. I have to get rid of my "greeny eye monster" its draining me emotionally.
18. 35 is rapidly approaching and that scares me.
19. When will it be my turn for love to find me, my kids need a father figure and I desperately need a companion.
20. I would like to think that every time he thinks of me a smile touches his lips.
21. I'm not a dog person or a cat person, or an animal person for that matter.
22. Feels like I'm stuck in a rut.
23. Everyday I am thankFull. I can go through life saying I didn't always have it all; but at no point did I have nothing.
24. I wonder if my name sake song is telling me if I look close enough I'll be able to see what it is I'm meant to see.
2. Being a Mother is one of the hardest jobs I have ever had to do.
3. I'm constantly terrified of "screwing" my kids up.
4. I have to remind myself that every one has their demons to battle, my battles are so tiny to what some people go through.
5. I am addicted to Twitter; you can say so much in 140 characters.
6. You know how every Woman has that one deep dark secret; I have two.
7. I suck at giving advise - seriously, seriously slit your wrists suck at giving advise.
8. I wish I was confident enough to speak what's on my mind.
9. I am severely self conscious and I am my biggest critic.
10. Its the little things that makes living worthwhile.
11. I loved him then, I love him still, Always have always will.
12. A lot of people think I'm "stuck up", which is quite the opposite.
13. I'm not as strong as I used to be; I'm not sure where that person went, but I'm on a constant journey to find She.
14. I'm ridiculously shy.
15. I love being alone, but hate to be lonely.
16. I have so many regrets and what ifs about that one relationship that slipped away.
17. I have to get rid of my "greeny eye monster" its draining me emotionally.
18. 35 is rapidly approaching and that scares me.
19. When will it be my turn for love to find me, my kids need a father figure and I desperately need a companion.
20. I would like to think that every time he thinks of me a smile touches his lips.
21. I'm not a dog person or a cat person, or an animal person for that matter.
22. Feels like I'm stuck in a rut.
23. Everyday I am thankFull. I can go through life saying I didn't always have it all; but at no point did I have nothing.
24. I wonder if my name sake song is telling me if I look close enough I'll be able to see what it is I'm meant to see.
#NowPlaying: Zhane, Crush
"...there was one thing that I failed to show him, I love him and he doesnt know"
#nowPlaying: Fantasia, Whenever I see you
".. Never know when ya might walk by so I gotta be right on time"
#nowplaying: Wale ft Marsha Ambrosius
"...every day that goes by is a couple more lines in her diary"
LOVE! Maybe it's because I came across one of my diaries from High School and I still catch myself writing in one now ... Nothing like looking back to see how much you've changed and how you've opened up to life's possibilities.
LOVE! Maybe it's because I came across one of my diaries from High School and I still catch myself writing in one now ... Nothing like looking back to see how much you've changed and how you've opened up to life's possibilities.
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