and those are my issues

I know I'm easy going and a lot laid back ... not to make up excuses but past experiences, insecurities, uncertainties, disappointments and most of all fear - fear of failure, fear of criticism; have left a bitter taste in my mouth when it comes to a "love love relationship" I had gotten into a routine that I was quite comfortable with. now that I've found myself here, I'm just a bit hesitant, reluctant and scared. those are my issues.