I’m sorry.
My argument, this fight; what I’m going through has little to nothing to do with you or us. I just don’t know how to balance both you and this road block in my life.
I think it would be selfish of me to ask you for time.
Time to sort out this drama that replays constantly in my head.
Time for me to come to terms and eventually put the drama and all the negativity to rest.
Each and every day I try to make some sense of this.
I hope I’m not being out of order by asking you not to totally give up on me
..On us
What can I do to make you see that you’re the only one for me.
I know I’m a jerk and should have known better.
I’m sorry.
I smile
I got the world on my shoulders
But yet I still smile
These trials keep coming
The clouds keep rolling in and the rain is trying to drown me
All it takes is an umbrella and some rain boots
I'll push on
I'll make my way
I look back
Remembering the tears and unhappy days
Now I'm stuck with everlasting smiles
I wont let these tribulations bring me down
Now he's gone
But I need to be strong
The lil soldiers needs me
My lil warriors with hearts of gold
I love them so much
Just the sound of their laughter makes my day
Look at their smiles and my heart melts
Cherish their every being and every breath
The first real love almost destroyed me
But I thank him
He made me stronger
He made me open my eyes and understand
It was all there in front of me but I was too blind to see
Misunderstanding, misled by misconceptions of the world
Now I'm on top
Smile when you see me
I'll smile back
Second chances
Second loves
Second mistakes
But all and all, it was good
Another experience to make me stronger
Another memory to add to the memory bank
Cherish his love, cherish his being
Another part of me
Another chapter closed
Now comes the future
What will it hold for me
What will evil try and throw in my path now
I am ready and I am willing
Feet stuck in the ground, I'm not moving
I am here to stay
Living my life til my dying day
and until that day
I SMILE
...the saga continues..:
But yet I still smile
These trials keep coming
The clouds keep rolling in and the rain is trying to drown me
All it takes is an umbrella and some rain boots
I'll push on
I'll make my way
I look back
Remembering the tears and unhappy days
Now I'm stuck with everlasting smiles
I wont let these tribulations bring me down
Now he's gone
But I need to be strong
The lil soldiers needs me
My lil warriors with hearts of gold
I love them so much
Just the sound of their laughter makes my day
Look at their smiles and my heart melts
Cherish their every being and every breath
The first real love almost destroyed me
But I thank him
He made me stronger
He made me open my eyes and understand
It was all there in front of me but I was too blind to see
Misunderstanding, misled by misconceptions of the world
Now I'm on top
Smile when you see me
I'll smile back
Second chances
Second loves
Second mistakes
But all and all, it was good
Another experience to make me stronger
Another memory to add to the memory bank
Cherish his love, cherish his being
Another part of me
Another chapter closed
Now comes the future
What will it hold for me
What will evil try and throw in my path now
I am ready and I am willing
Feet stuck in the ground, I'm not moving
I am here to stay
Living my life til my dying day
and until that day
I SMILE
...the saga continues..:
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