1. I am still trying to figure out my purpose in life, or what it is I want to be when I grow up.
2. Being a Mother is one of the hardest jobs I have ever had to do.
3. I'm constantly terrified of "screwing" my kids up.
4. I have to remind myself that every one has their demons to battle, my battles are so tiny to what some people go through.
5. I am addicted to Twitter; you can say so much in 140 characters.
6. You know how every Woman has that one deep dark secret; I have two.
7. I suck at giving advise - seriously, seriously slit your wrists suck at giving advise.
8. I wish I was confident enough to speak what's on my mind.
9. I am severely self conscious and I am my biggest critic.
10. Its the little things that makes living worthwhile.
11. I loved him then, I love him still, Always have always will.
12. A lot of people think I'm "stuck up", which is quite the opposite.
13. I'm not as strong as I used to be; I'm not sure where that person went, but I'm on a constant journey to find She.
14. I'm ridiculously shy.
15. I love being alone, but hate to be lonely.
16. I have so many regrets and what ifs about that one relationship that slipped away.
17. I have to get rid of my "greeny eye monster" its draining me emotionally.
18. 35 is rapidly approaching and that scares me.
19. When will it be my turn for love to find me, my kids need a father figure and I desperately need a companion.
20. I would like to think that every time he thinks of me a smile touches his lips.
21. I'm not a dog person or a cat person, or an animal person for that matter.
22. Feels like I'm stuck in a rut.
23. Everyday I am thankFull. I can go through life saying I didn't always have it all; but at no point did I have nothing.
24. I wonder if my name sake song is telling me if I look close enough I'll be able to see what it is I'm meant to see.

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